Each day that I am free I thank God! Today was crazy another day on the court room. When I went in the court room I looked around and observed all my peers. The lawyers, the judge, the district attorney, defendants, co-defendants, witnesses, families, & children. I wonder to myself some people deserve to be there. Although I wondered is jail really the place for anyone. how many days, months, or years does it take for a person to really learn their lesson? I ask the question because in my life I have made mistakes but is it worth my freedom? The days go by, and i m living day by day. Trying to live each day as if it was my last. holding on to the moments that seem special to me. I wonder when the staff of the court house goes home do they take a moment to think of that persons life. When the persons receives a felony, and can't get a job. They try day in and out and no one hires them. Or they luck up and get a job and 30 days later their fired. It puts your back to the wall not to make the same mistakes again. I just pray for anyone that's going through. Pray daily it may not seem that god is listening. I even wonder some time too. That's all we can do.
